Depression at its Finest

Posted by: princessvieira on: September 21, 2008

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Ok, I have to admit that him being gone is something I was expecting but when it happened, it rocked my world. It’s just unusual without him. I have been with him everyday and believe it or not, I REALLY MISS HIM.

I also admit that I cried when I found out that he was gone. Not once, not twice.. Several times actually. It’s not the same without him. He was or is a part of my world and I still can’t accept the fact that he’s actually gone. Yes, I wil still be able to see him but it won’t be the same.

The most hurtful part is when I found out that he had left, I had no one beside me. That fact gave me a harder time on dealing with this. I was searching for someone to comfort me during these dreadful times but no one heeded my call. NO ONE. ZERO. NONE.

I MISS HIM, I REALLY DO. IT MIGHT BE HARD TO BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY THIS, BUT I REALLY MISS HIM. MOST PEOPLE WILL THINK THAT IT’S NOT TRUE BUT AGAIN, I MISS HIM. I MISS HIM SO MUCH THAT NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I SAY THAT I MISS HIM, IT WON’T BE ENOUGH. I MISS HIM DEARLY.

If you want to know who I am talking about, please feel free to ask me. I’d rather not post his identity on my blog.

I MISS HIM, BADLY.